she's started smoking
if only mama knew
every time she lights a cigarette she remembers the look on mama's face when she walked into the apartment
her nose wrinkling and detecting for smoke
"jenny
i think someone's smoking
don't rent this place dear its awful"
dear mama...

she likes the smell that lingers on her fingers
and flicking the ash off
its a practiced move

and
she's started smoking because of him

she wants to steal his smell
so she walks around like a demented perfumist