white is all the color rolled into one

when everything gets in and nothing is reflected
or maybe its the other way around
if everything gets in than why is heaven always white
why do we see a white light?
if everything gets into heaven is it really heaven?
i like to think of it that way
somebody should really tell the church
this whole white-light-is-every-color-and-therefore-not-really-white-thus-everyone-goes-to heaven-theory-Ijust cooked up...

all I know is white is every color
and that black doesn't occur in nature...uhh...naturally
it is the anti-color
it doesnt want to play reindeer games
it doesnt get invited to color parties
it is the color of my second car

and another thing...cuss I like to talk about the church so much...if we were created in gods image
than does that make us black or white...does heshe fit into this color thing. and if at the moment we are born, which...according to christians is the very moment the sperm and egg begin to take shape (which I must point out, we look like sea horses) does that mean that god is a sea horse?
not to mention we are unisexed with gills...this is going way to far...but if this is what christians mean as "the point of conception," than I'm all for worshipping a god who is a black and white zebra colored unisexed sea horse.

white is the color of
clouds that people say have all the freedom in the world
floating with ease
people are wrong
it is the invisible wind that decides
much like us
except we are behind the steel bars of the classroom while clouds are not
maybe it is the same wherever we go

white is the color
of hospitals
of walls
of hair they call platinum blond
of stags fit for prince charming
and of the dazzeling light i saw reflected from john's head

nice hair cut

i would like a black car

red is always trying to sell you something.
Red is a salesman
definitely an extrovert
it says..."I wanna go fast!"

yellow has a split personality
prone to mood swings...or is it...moon swings?

if you own a green car apparently you are the happiest drivers in the world
but I can only think of one person who I know who drives a green car and she is not happy
in fact she bought the car used and cheap and i don't think she cares for color
stay away from people who buy black cars, they are controlling
but white is for people who cant make there minds and "just want to blend in"

that leaves us with blue...the miss understood step child of the color kingdom
we are wired for blue. its the fastest color but it's easily destroyed, hence sunsets which are the best part of any day, but it is associated with sadness, melancholy, lethargic grey weather and jazz...blue deserves more credit than this. of course this sacrifice that blue makes everyday when the sun goes down still goes largely unnoticed.

color comment

there is no one beside me
well...i 'll do my best

red let me think of the lip stick
it's a gracious color, bright also
the king also wears in red
that is the only kind of red i like
about others...no, i don't like it at all

yellow...don't you think it is color of the sun
it's so bright that sometimes you might not notice it
it's not a showy color
but if i have to choose a color for "hope"
i'll choose yellow
and about the dirty yellow you say
well...yes...it is dirty
it's just like something goes wrong

bright green is natual color
fresh, new...
but green is hard to match
the only one i can think of is yellow
just like blood type
green is AB
and yellow is O

and the blue
blue is... hmm...blue
it's calm color
well...i means dark blue
but the blue sky you see in the day time
i like that color
but i don't know why
i can't even think of a reason

i seem to always associate the color with nature
maybe... everyone is the same

We have entered the white room

We saw the gas coming through the vents

and then there was nothing

Dorothy Parker was right

prayer of the sad class people
Dear god:
now i lay my weary head
full of chinese math and dread
please let me die before i wake
no more tests then i shall take
make it a quick heart attack
Amen

about rita
it didn't surprise me actually
lots of people want to be the principle of dk
she probably didn't get it by telling the truth everytime
it's ironic though, all our classes have a sign in the back telling us to be polite and tell the truth at all times
i smirk everytime i see it now