I talked to a friend over subway
everyone is looking for something they don't have
he is looking for family
or the meaning of family
he doesn't want to love family just because he is supposed to love them

like robots I said
all of us are robots at the start
we are programed to love our family before we learn to hate
because we need them to love back

he is trying to overcome the programing and love for love I guess

I don't know what I'm missing
I'm still looking for it