She was trying to grasp something that had already gone a long time ago
She wanted it to be easy
Believing him was easy

But they had both changed

Bluntly said,
he didn't care about her anymore
their past was something he had already put away

She wasn't who she was
He wasn't who he was

It used to be so easy
laughing with him

now it was puzzlement
the closest strangers

They had both grown up and changed
it was gone
what they had

and yet she had never wanted him more

it was her silly pride

she didn't want to put him away
she didn't want to know that there was something she couldn't get
she cared too much